Many people, not all, go through different best friends throughout life. However, usually a person only has one real, true best friend in all that time. A best friend is not only someone you have a good time with, it is also someone you believe you can trust your life with. A best friend is the first person you call when the most amazing things happen in your life, and when the most horrific incidents happen. A best friend is the person you will always remember no matter what comes about. Some people lose the only true best friend they will ever have, and even when they get new "best friends" .. that old, real best friend is always on their mind. A best friend is almost like real family, a best friend gives the opinion you usually care most about. A best friend is the one who tells you the things you absolutely need to hear regardless of whether you want to hear it or not. A best friend is the person you usually can be around always and never get sick of. A best friend is someone you don't envy, and is the person you are grateful to have as a friend. A best friend is the one who will forgive you always, even when you've screwed up so bad. And a best friend is the one who even though you may have drifted apart from, when the time comes for them to hug you or congratulate you on an accomplishment or to console you on a loss.. they are the number one person you want to see, always because they are the person you've confided the most in and they are the person who knows you the best .. even when you both have changed.I have more then one bestfriend, though predominately guys but i do have one or two best girl friends. They mean the world to me.Bradley - You were there for me through thick and thin, despite the fact they we didn't speak for almost a year you came back into my life and have remained here since. You are there for me regardless of how time constricted you are, you try to make time for me. I am thankful to have randomly met you that day on the bus at school. We have gone through so much and i and soo thankful to have you in my life. Everything i've been through over the past 7 years you were there for - except that one year. BUT regardless you are always there for me all the memories we have shared, both the good and the bad. <3Matt - I love you, i love everything that you are and everything about you. I don't recall how we met, but i am glad to have met you and remained in contact with you. I love you beyond words can say because you truly are a great friend. You were there for me to help me through all my doubts and through my break-ups. You cheer me up when i need it the most and even though we hardly get to meet up, you make time for me when you can. I feel truly grateful to have met you and to be your friend. Every-time we do meetup time flies by so quick and it's time to leave again, not knowing when i shall see you next. But every-time we hang out it is heaps awesome. To be able to spend time with you. I have known you for i think 2/3years now and i believe if i remember correctly we met at Sam's birthday 19th of June 2009? That would make it 2 years we've known each other? Almost? Hopefully our plan comes true haha to move in together that would be sooo totally awesome to be able to hang out with you all the time haha! But then you gotta deal with my moodiness haha not that you don't already. But more frequently! LOL But if you do read this then <3 miss you and we need to hang out soon! only a couple more weeks till my birthday! :D <3Thompson - Though our friendship is fairly recent, the connection i have with you is amazing. You understand me on so many different levels. I feel completely myself when with you, and can be as stupid as i like - though i don't think our conversations have reached that level yet haha! Despite the fact that you go MIA every so often when we do hang out i have an amazing time, whether it is to go clubbing or just chill somewhere and have a deep and meaningful it is an awesome time. Memories of those nights where we just chilled and talked for hours on end about the more absurd and obscene things! Then the nights where we smokeup and just chill haha. Everything has been great and i hope to remain good friends with you :)I am so thankful to have met you guys, you mean the entire world to me. And yes this is a late night ramble, but i just had to write it - just a random though while washing the dishes. 4am chore! and it took me nearly an hour to write that haha! But i just wanted to show you my appreciation to have you guys in my life. You have gone through many experiences with me and despite how short or long i have known you guys for you are a big part of my life. I love you guys! <3
I really wanted you to be the last one.. the one that made everything better the one that would stand by my side through everything... Is thst even a possibility anymore? Already I feel like im falling apart... I don't know what I did wrong... I feel like crap.. I just don't understand..